Monday, January 26, 2009

nostalgic

[i'll start this entry on a happy note--] happy 50th mom. you're getting old, but not that old. i think we're going out to eat tonight but i don't know where. and also dad still hasn't got you your camera yet. so i think i might call him and ask for his credit card so i can go buy it now.

we went to baltimore this weekend for ava's birthday party. that nigga turned 3! it was pretty fun, but only a little bit. and we saw family in northern va, and that was also fun, but only a little bit. birthday girl:



life is getting dreary, guys. really, really, dreary. i just feel like shit. and not being able to turn in my case 8 lab and resolution cos' it's past due is shitty. i did a bang up job on that lab and getting a 0 on it for lateness is total homo. fuck.

i miss being young [i knew this would be a nostalgic post]. i miss destination imagination and knoxville and trading pins. i miss the Dots ice cream that i spent almost $100 in total by the end of a week. i miss making emmett's basement being re-done for our band, the "red knights." i miss not knowing what a bong was in gatlinburg. i miss my brother living at home with me. i miss football and basketball games being hyped up. i miss trying to memorize the track order of the good charlotte cd chris hahn gave to me at my tenth birthday.



this is what i made in art today [it folds in half horizonally - a cover and a back for a panphlet]; i miss being able to come up with good ideas without trying, and then actually being able to execute said ideas. i actually tried on this, and when i look at it now, i think, 'who would want this, who the fuck would be proud of this?' ... i miss the day that tyler and i went to starbucks and later i got the Panic! At the Disco cd. i miss elissa. i miss elissa being cool. i miss hating everyday of my 8th grade life because of being the only one dr.peirce hated. i miss random jewish people i've never known (but not really). i miss being selfless and sufficient; fuck, i miss actually getting my homework done.

and those are just a few of the very many things i miss.

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