these are my feelings from the past week. in one clump:
on school:
1. we have 1 and 3/4 of a year left until senior year, which we'll be going to college after. which means i won't see a lot of my friends.
2. where the hell am i going to college? in state or out?
3. what major should i go into? architecture? industrial design? ... pornography?
4. when should i start filling out scholarship stuff?
5. when am i going to retake the SATs?
6. how am i going to get back on track with science and history?
7. how am i going to start making cream? [keke]
on home:
8. i miss: my father's old lumina
8a. the comfort of riding in my father's old lumina
8b. going to cub scouts in my father's lumina
9. i miss: being in elementary school
[this i realized on friday night, when sawyer and i were playing on the playground, and we cloudily reminisced about the old days, and how the playground used to be so much bigger, and the bench that we always sat in during play time because we had time out. on a side-note, i laid down on the ground and the sky was clear as day, and then i realized how small i am, and how big the stars that coincide with the moon and the sky are, and how i'll never, ever be that big. it was not as overwhelming as i make it seem, rather, it was ... breathtaking to say the least]
9a. and i miss the innocence that comes along with being young
and finally, ten.
10. i can't belive fall is already here again. time is going by so quickly and it feels like i haven't gotten a chance to soak in a whole year yet.. fuck.
10. fall:
i'll miss you, i'm going back home to the west coast.
on school:
1. we have 1 and 3/4 of a year left until senior year, which we'll be going to college after. which means i won't see a lot of my friends.
2. where the hell am i going to college? in state or out?
3. what major should i go into? architecture? industrial design? ... pornography?
4. when should i start filling out scholarship stuff?
5. when am i going to retake the SATs?
6. how am i going to get back on track with science and history?
7. how am i going to start making cream? [keke]
on home:
8. i miss: my father's old lumina
8a. the comfort of riding in my father's old lumina
8b. going to cub scouts in my father's lumina
9. i miss: being in elementary school
[this i realized on friday night, when sawyer and i were playing on the playground, and we cloudily reminisced about the old days, and how the playground used to be so much bigger, and the bench that we always sat in during play time because we had time out. on a side-note, i laid down on the ground and the sky was clear as day, and then i realized how small i am, and how big the stars that coincide with the moon and the sky are, and how i'll never, ever be that big. it was not as overwhelming as i make it seem, rather, it was ... breathtaking to say the least]
9a. and i miss the innocence that comes along with being young
and finally, ten.
10. i can't belive fall is already here again. time is going by so quickly and it feels like i haven't gotten a chance to soak in a whole year yet.. fuck.
10. fall:
i'll miss you, i'm going back home to the west coast.
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