Wednesday, April 22, 2009

i fucking hate it here

i can't really explain why
i get so irritated with my parents.

i mean i'll be sitting here minding my own business
when my mom comes in
and keeps yapping away
about her conference with
mrs.davis
and god fucking damnit
guidance at the high school is a bitch
and mr.wagner is a bitch
and weekly progress reports are a bitch
because my mom got
a weekly report thing for my math class
that hasn't been updated for
who know's how long
that says i have an F
too bad that the weekly report
failed to mention the good grades
that i must have gotten
somehow
because when i averaged in all the assignments
that
have been graded since when mrs.gross updated this thing
i no longer have an F
or a D
and it's pretty close to a B
but mom will not have that
instead
i'm just the dumb motherfucking dipshit
who won't get into uva or virginia tech or william and mary
or be a doctor
or an engineer
just an everyday
modern
fuck up.

3 comments:

carter said...

oh alex oh alex oh alex.
yer amazing.
yer mah best best fren.
so stop sayin such false shy-at.
cos it ain't true, betch.
and i don't appreciate liars.
i lerv yooz, and so do a lotlotlot of other peeps, and yooz kno it.
cheer upp, buttercup, cos erry lil thang..iz gonna b alright.
>:]=888

Dylan said...

Yeah Alex. What she said. Plus, you can tell your mom to come see me if she has anymore problems with your grades. Capich'e?

emmett said...

yeah. what they said. you're a beautiful person.

when you're happy.