i'm so fucking tired of this town. and everybody in it (minus the blog circle and a few others).
i want to get far far far away.
all i've got right now is my sister's words - that she herself hated waynesboro and it's highschool just as much as i did - that life got better after she got to college. and goddamnit, i hope college won't be the same sort of letdown that govorners school was.
cause i don't think i could handle that big of a letdown again.
i just want to be happy again. truly, genuinely, happy. not this fake fucking smile that's connected to this huge fucking body that high-5s every other person in the hall whom he calls his 'best frens' - so that maybe they'll like him.
fuck it. this is what 2 hours of aimlessly driving around town does to me.
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i love you alex.
for who you are.
and i wish you'd call me when you feel like this.
i have a good ear.
you know..
so.
d.ts.......
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